Saturday, November 26, 2005
still rmb last year.. i worked at my uncle's shop..evryday, my auntie will cook 4 us.... act.. is because of me... my auntie will cook 4 evry1... normally, she wont cook.. will jus buy.. cause she's too busy... because she wanna me hav healthier meals, she cook 4 me.... i still rmb her laksilemak(wrong spellin).. e big drumstick... i ate 2 of it...cause it is so delicious... yummy!!!i still rmb..... tt day she cried in front of me.... she was so sad over cousin's death... although it has been 2 yrs... evry1 thought tt she is over wif it.... act.. she is not... she jus put a brave front.... cause she dun wanna us 2 b worried.... i cried too... cause i reali missed my cousin.... i vividly rmb... wad she had said... how she misses him so much.... misses her dearest son....although i'm not a mother... but i can understand her feelings.........................................................tt day... i was tinkin.. mayb... after she cried she will feel much better.... cause she has let out her feelins......2day..... she has left us.... 2 find cousin.... perhaps death may not be a bad thing.... at least.. it ends her sufferings.... it reali hurts me when i c her takin awful medicine... lyin on e bed... cause she's too weak 2 move ard....swollen legs and hands.... yellowish eyes n skin..... i reali feel like cryin.... mayb .... death is not tt bad.... but i reali dun wanna her 2 leave..... not oni me... uncle n my cousins too....my mum.....my aunties..... all these mths... they hav been takin turns 2 take care of her... even when they r so tired after work.... bcause all of them jus hopin 4 a miracle.... a way 2 save her..... a way 2 let her survive.... but i noe... miracles arent easy.....i still wanna say " cherish ur loved ones b4 it is too late"..................life is unexpected.... even if u young... u wont b guranteed wif a long life n good health.... ppl... i jus hope all of u.. take good care of urself....
Saturday, November 26, 2005
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
evrythin jus sucks..yes sucks!!!!@#$%^&*()_+)(&^%$#@@tis is sudden... evrythin is so sudden... i dunno how 2 react... i dunno... i dunno... dunno..................my auntie's condition worsen... she vomited blood 2 days ago... currently at home.. cause e doc dont even hav a cure... her cancer is last stage... her eyes and skin color r yellowish.... jus like my cousin... i reali dun 1 history 2 repeat itself again....my cousin has left me.... i dun wanna 2 lose my auntie as well.... i reali feel very helpless... when i c her sufferin... n i cant do anythin 2 make her feel better.... i reali dunno... how long can she survive... i reali dunno... my mum is sufferin frm anaemia... i noe tis is not a major illness.... but 4 her case... is quite serious.. now.. she is in e hospital..... these few weeks... after work.. she will rush 2 my auntie's hse 2 take care of her... even when she is so exhausted.... she dont even have sufficient amt of hrs 4 slpin.....haiz... i jus hope she will b ok.... erythin is so sudden... i can nearly breathe...
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Monday, November 21, 2005
haha.. good gals... u all tag... like tt then good gals mah... mus cont taggin huh...lolk... firstly.. is finally holi... haha... no more pw... n i'm free!!!! i wanna watch harry potter... cant wait 2 go n watch... it look so excitin... all 3 characters hav a lover... haha.. so sweet...now.. channel 56 hav 2 "ou xiang ju" oh... got k1, wang shao wei , wang xin ling.. hehe.. all very nice....i'm mesmerised by all drama series frm san li channel...hmm... wanna enjoy my holi... by gg out 2 shop n watch movies!!! 2 days ago.. i'm broke.. now.. haha... jus received a"bonus" frm my dad... i wanna do lotsa thingy durin tis holi... b4 next term starts... ah.... but i'm currently sick!!! haiz... down wif flu.... so irratin... n now i'm freezin like siao.... i didn switched on e aircon or e fan... even e windows r close... but i'm still cold... now.. i'm coverin myself wif blanket... haha... dun y i so scared of cold.... cause i'm "hot-blooded" haha
Monday, November 21, 2005
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
haiz... when will my special some1 appear... ah.. it is so romantic lah... flowers, cards, cake... e romantic atmosphere....hold hands.... "will u wanna be my galfriend" haiz... if a guy did all these 4 me... i will go heaven( wad ju has say) i won't regret dyin.. i tell u... but i doubt this person will appear... haiz... 4get it... dun tink abt it... it will jus make me more sad... H....A.....I......Z.....i can oni dream..... yes dream... n no more than tt....haha... fine... i shall dream 2night!!!!
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Sunday, November 06, 2005
WILD CANVAS got 7 animals... zebra, hippo, giraffe, porcupine, duckling, rabbit... n of course M-O-N-K-E-Y... monkey is e best !!! e square square monkey... cool... me, pen n daryl same grp... haiz... 1 sad thing is tt our kids so anti social 1... simply jus tao us lah.... even tt buddy artist aso tao me... so sad lah... first time tao by so many kids... they all look so unhappy... durin e paintin... it is oni when they r abt 2 go back 2 sch... they finally finally smile... yes smile --__-- thank goodness...... or i will feel so bad...actually.. their shirts r so much better than ours.. quite regretted.. shld put in more effort 2 decorate my shirt.. haiz,. but nvr mind... it doesn look so bad anyway... hmm... e kids actually quite cute.. if they dun dao me... n smile... hope tt they reali liked their shirts... jus like we like ours....all e chij's kids r rather cute..... mayb i'm bias??? cause all gals, frm chij...hahaenjoy myself 2day!!! although my legs r damn tired... after so much walkin.... my oni qn now is "y botanic garden so big?" i walk until like siao... pen zai man.. she like not tired at all... now.. i feel tt as if my legs dun belong 2 me... omg.... 4 more info abt e kids... c angeline's blog... haha.. she described until damn detailed.....
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Thursday, November 03, 2005
so fun 2day... i'm back 2 7 yr old kid... playin wif my finger prints... thumb prints... i kinda like my shirt... is 1 n oni shirt... that i designed.. n it is so colourful.. got green, yellow, purple, red blue, orange... got flowers.. butterflies... hand prints.. n my name .. muahahaha... so nice...
but but... i dun dare 2 wear... cause it is so childish... haha... i enjoyed doin art... i luv it man... it's fun... :)
Thursday, November 03, 2005
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
kk... i shall blog... nvr blog 4 4 days oni mah... pen keep naggin... :P
2day... went 2 tt jewllery shop again 2 take out my stud... n buy a new earrin... need 2 buy a gold, ring shaped earrin cause my ear lobe too thick... may get infectn easily if use studs.. aiyo so ma fun....
tt "clever" uncle... tries 2 force tru tt earrin 2 my ear... n u noe wad??? it bleeds ah!!!!!!!!!! wad e heck lah... i say painful already... he say nvr mind nvr mind.. is like tt... it bleeds lah... then he say is my fault... y i nvr say is painful when he put on 4 me... RIDICULOUS MAN!!! i wanna punch him liao... now my fault... haiz.. luckily an auntie took over... n ears r saved!!! yes.. saved
tmr.. got tt art thingy at douby ghaut... art lessons!!!! wow.. kinda miss art lessons... hope tt i will hav fun tmr... haha... i will b come a 7 yr old kid tmr.... hehe...
nowadays dunno y... likes 2 sleep a lot... die.. am i gonna become a pig... like my bro??? ah!!!!!!!!!!! haha... i hope not... i'm satisifed wif my wt... but not my skin colour... so tanned lah... can i b fairer??? mirror mirror on e wall" can i b fairer?" (instead of "hu's e fairest of e all?" my wish is simpler huh??? black hair n tanned skin... tink my mum keep suspectin whether she has given birth an Indian gal... haha...
i like e song" the best day of my life" so much!!!! by jesse mccartney... i tink i like most of his songs... like e beautiful soul... i started 2 like a singer... lene marlin.. her songs not bad... may consider buyin her cd... :)
Wednesday, November 02, 2005